can I tell you that I am drowning here?

Chrissy needs to get her happy back.
Ugh.... work is a mess
Home is a mess (kids are GREAT- everything else is a mess)
My marathon training plan is a mess
I feel so lost and miserable and don't know what to do.

Universe... come to my rescue please.

teach my children

I'm not sure of the original source for this image... so if anyone out there does know... please share...

sorry for the detour...

but I need to make some changes in my life and one of them is to be able to actually talk about things I REALLY want to talk about without fear of retaliation b/c certain people who are reading this blog. Sorry fucking sorry if you are offended by something I write, but I am sick of self-editing so certain people don't get mad. So.... I did the chicken-shit thing and changed the address to my blog. Whatever, I'll own up to my chicken-shitted-ness. I'll also ease into this "whole truth" kick I'm on. Don't freak out on me people. OK?

OK... so on a random note... what are some things that you seem to buy over and over again, only to never use through them?

• lip balm
• spices
• certain hair care products
• rubber bands
• toothpicks
• baking powder

What can you add to my list?

Happy Birthday JackJack!

My little baby boy is ONE! Can you believe it? I can't!
He is already walking (pretty much, still needs some practice).
He is a charmer, a flirt, hilarious, so cuddly, a great napper (but SUCH AN EALRY RISER), he loves his big brother, he loves to crack up, claps, waves, has 6 teeth, has weird monkey feet (inside joke), has the biggest brown eyes and best smile!

He is loved by many, but most by me!

Happy Birthday punky punky pie. I love you so much!

The Playboy Club. Easy come, easy go.

I just got around to watching the 3 episodes on my DVR and just this morning I heard it got cancelled. What a BUMMER! I totally love this show! I don't know what the stupid protestors have against it... it's not PORN! I wouldn't watch it if it were PORN. Idiots!

Oh well... this just motivates me to pick up all of the seasons of Madmen and check out that hoopla. Sorry Playboy Club... I thought you were a good one.