I have bah humbug this holiday season. I just can't seem to find my holiday spirit. Maybe because of my general uncomfortable-ness. I can't bend over to say... plug in the Christmas tree lights or cozy up on the couch since I can only position myself in a total of 3 positions without smooshing the baby or making myself unable to breathe. The weather has finally chilled out here in SoCal, so that is no longer my excuse. Maybe it's b/c I am always tired? I am unmotivated about pretty much everything. For example, I can't seem to get my groove on for this year's 25DOD. I haven't taken a picture over the last few days and I honestly wouldn't even know what to journal about anyway. Laundering diapers and making dinner just isn't memorable. I can't force the creativity either... it will end up sucking anyway. I don't even like the book I ended up making. I keep saying "next year things will be so much more exciting (with the baby and all)." Waaah. Bah humbug!
2 comments:
Bah Humbug! Don't worry if you're not in the holiday spirit yet. You still have some time and even if you never get there this year- you have a very good excuse. You're right- next year with the little dude will be a lot more exciting. Even though he'll be too young to understand what's going on there is still something magical about Christmas with a child! I'm having a blast this year! Hang in there & Merry Christmas!
I promise I'll finish my book and post it all for you to see, so you don't have to feel pressured about doing yours. Sorry you're having a tough time this year...I don't have any idea what you're going through, but it must suck not to be able to cozy up on the couch. That I can relate to...not too much longer, though. Little dude will be here, you won't be so uncomfortable and you two can cozy up and watch TV all day long if you want. :) If it makes you feel any better, we're not really feeling it this year either...guess it's a tough one all over.
Miss you!
Rachel
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