Considering this was a "short" week, it sure seemed long to me. Ugh... it's that whole I've gotta go to work thing. Ya know, it's one thing when your job involves cleaning out porta potties, or shoveling shit all day, but I get to go in to a nice building with AC (sometimes on too high or off at the wrong times but still) and most of the time I like what I do (crunch numbers, solve problems- it feeds the left side of my brain). Now, don't get all confused, I would still SO MUCH RATHER do something creative in order to make money... but so far I can't find that dream job to pay the bills. So it's NOT the work I do, I guess its more of I HATE THE BULLSHIT that goes on at work that makes my life MISERABLE. Bosses that intentionally have to be difficult because they can. Jumping through loops. Red tape. Just BULLSHIT politics. Way too much work with not enough people and the answer I got yesterday when I stated that the reason things are not going smoothly with our projects is because we have too many launching at the same time and it is not humanly possible to be perfect on all of them in the time we've been given to execute and I am told "find a way to do your job faster then!" That's the fucking answer I get when I ask for help? Yeah lady... even Superman would find it rough. So I turn away saying "O.....K..." log onto my computer and search "monster.com." So you see... it's not the actual work, it's the quantity of it (and you can ask Jean, I am a work-horse!) and the amount of time we have to do it in (and don't even tell me to work more hours or I will jump through this computer and punch you in the face). I already sacrifice a lot to stay at work when I should be out running or having fun for God sakes. Life is too short for this SHIT. When I am dying in a hospital bed one day, I guarantee you that I will NOT be wishing that I had worked more hours. I will be wishing that I had painted more pictures, snapped more pictures, had more picnics, ran more races... and the list goes on.
That was my rant. Sorry you had to listen to that. Yuck!
So on to other news...
I went to see Dean Karnazes and the movie someone made about him. Talk about inspiring and talk about nice legs... OMG!!!
and well, he isn't so bad himself....
and ya wanna know what Dean says? He says to "Do what you love and love what you do." He quit his stoopid corporate job and started running. Not winning races, just running for the fun of it because he loves to run. I think Dean is on to something.
Have a nice Saturday... and Wooo Hooo.. Enjoy this sonofabitch, won't you?



